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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius xpaganangelxFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Untitled Mforget about how and when,  focus instead  on who and why  even what.  love and you and me,  the reason no longer matters.  only that i did,  and you lied,  mistakes mistaken for right.  now insomnia drives me back from the light,  all my strength has been drained.  so now i recoil and cower,  shrinking back to the purple shade  now what was it i meant to forget? Untitled M
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Untitled Wwait for time granted  no use in wishing  wasting moments of peace  speaking of war   
so far away  
yet hits close to home  as fathers and sons  mothers and daughters  risk death for life   
time is melting away  
as wishes  and dreams are forgotten  and history repeats. Untitled W
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Connectiononce, i felt my walls weaken  they wavered for an instant  just long enough for you  
to try to break them  then i reinforced them  couldnt believe you betrayed me  like all the others   
i wanted to let you in  pulled it down  brick by brick  and thats no easy task  i called for you to wait for me  but patience is a virtue   
some are blessed  
and some are cursed  as we seem to be  why should i believe  when all you did was lie   
hide the truth from the world  under anger and love and flames  i cant breathe  choking on th Connection
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The One who Wasn't Therehe's told me we can never be.  why does he agree with the world?  these words bring tears to my eyes.  why did i have to fall in love  with the one who was never there?   
all my life, i've been told  that love is real  and i'll find it, be married and happy,  living happily ever after.  
 
well, this is not a fairy tale  of princes, witches and evil.  this is my life, where nothing  is as it seems.  i hide my tears behind this smile  
and i bury screams in my laughter.   
so i wait for night time  to go to dream land  where i have time to brea The One who Wasn't There
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Everything I Can't Sayechoes around my head  voices  like beads in a glass bowl  look into my eyes  see my memories?  tears kept inside for so long  roll slowly down  mercury in your palm  brush it off?  coax it until it becomes  more than just a drop?  more than i hoped for  still feel you  sleeping next to me  breathing easily  no cares  secure just knowing  i'll keep you safe  lying awake  hurting because the words won't come  can't say how much you mean  what you are  what you make me  what complete feels like  the desolate place seems so far Everything I Can't Say
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Mist and Dawn, Part 1i just rolled out of bed to write this its 430 am and i cant sleep prolly the nicotine patches tweaking me again its getting harder and harder to sleep each night i keep worrying bills pile up are my kids safe am i losing it will i lose the one thing keeping me sane i think about my personal hero and the day i heard hed taken his life with a single ounce of gunpowder and a middle finger still raised in the shape of a fist i can't hate him for what he did i can only envy him for having the balls to live how he did prior to that what about me all i ever want to do is cry i want to run away find a warm spot on a sandy beach holding the one i lov Mist and Dawn, Part 1
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The AngelPart I- The Gutter Angel   
I'm an angel with clipped wings-   
A burdened,  sullen thing,  who would rather sit back  in black ash  and watch, as Satan brings  his apocolyptic times  instead of reciting useless lines  from a book full of redundance  and meaningless biblical signs.   
Sitting with my feet in the gutter,  I tend to shudder  as miscreants walk past,  addressing no one as they mutter.  Just another waste of brain cells-  can He not tell  that His oft-revered humans  already dwell in Hell?   
I sigh as I flick my cig The Angel
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I am the writer.I do my best to make minimal noise as I sit here and type these words onto this blank screen; my efforts are well-received by the silence that thanks me for maintaining its stability. My breathing barely rises above the sound of ghosts walking on floorboards- the television in the other room serves as the midnight soundtrack. Muffled women lead the hypnotizing choir, but its attempts to affect me are in vain, for I am the writer.   
Coffee grounds, heated water, whole milk and sugar run their respected courses through my disrespected blood cells, filtering in a high and filtrating out the drunken stupor I wandered in aimlessly. A he I am the writer.
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Sun Oct 30, 2005, 3:22 AM
ok...here's a new entry for all my fellow xanga/myspace/deviantart addicts.

still working at the drive-in theater. its pretty cool most of the time. i dont work again til thursday...maybe i'll actually go see the damn movie...lol

school is going ok...meh...i cant wait til that shit is over though

and Jake...things are still going strong with us. i think we had a breakthrough earlier this morning. talked about some stuff that needed to be talked about.

anyways, i need a lil sleep so i'll let you all go with this:::

losing you to the thought of her
memories stir;
refuse to be forgotten
is there room for me
with her still in your heart?
tears drop,
burning as they fall...
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  • Current Residence: midland, tx a.k.a. hell
  • Interests: music, poetry, people, movies
  • Favourite genre of music: metal, rock, alternative, punk, trance
  • Favourite poet or writer: edgar allan poe, bukowski

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~silverwingsoffire Mar 9, 2006, 2:54:18 PM
Wow, our icons match!

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All I need is a piece of paper
and something to write with, and then
I can turn the world upside down.
- Nietzche

Everything you can imagine is real. -Pablo Picasso
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~Zellyn-Skyy Aug 8, 2005, 2:55:47 PM
Hey love, thanks for so much for watching me! :glomp: ill pester you next time i see ya in the chat room :ahoy:

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"I'm never alone... I'm alone all the time" -Glycerine by Bush

"I drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away..." Modest Mouse

"You're nobody,until somebody loves you"
-Frank Sinatra

"Not all who wander are lost..."
- J.R.R. Tolkie
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~SalvationForSanity Aug 7, 2005, 4:46:57 PM
How Smart is Your Right Foot?

You must try this--it's amazing and takes only seconds - it will boggle your mind.

And you will keep trying at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't.

1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction.

I told you so .....And there's nothing you can do about it! How wicked is that?!

Just randomly saying hello!

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The passionate temptation of the soul sleeps within my eyes.
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~Ubenta Aug 29, 2005, 3:06:23 AM
I succeeded fom the first try..
..my foot changed no direction..
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~SalvationForSanity Aug 29, 2005, 3:39:49 AM
Are you left handed then?

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The passionate temptation of the soul sleeps within my eyes.
:iconubenta:
~Ubenta Aug 29, 2005, 4:13:07 AM
Nope, right handed, I tried it with both feet and hands, backwards and as you described it..no directional changes..
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~SalvationForSanity Aug 29, 2005, 5:25:37 AM
Odd. You are an exception to the rule!! Hehehehe

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The passionate temptation of the soul sleeps within my eyes.
:iconlryiu:
=lryiu Jul 9, 2005, 1:07:25 AM
Hi! :wave:
You are Random Deviant No. #258 on =lryiu's DeviantART RD Tour 2005 :D

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~xpaganangelx Jul 9, 2005, 7:30:22 PM
lol. ok...hi to you too

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"Il pleut dans mon coeur comme il pleut dans la ville." ~Verlaine





Translation- "It rains in my heart like it rains in the city."
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~s0lidsn4k3 Jul 5, 2005, 1:21:54 PM
Thank you so much for that wonderful comment you left on my journal. I appreciate it, as well as the watch. :hug:

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J'ai Aimé...

J'ai Souffert....

Maintenant, Je Hais.
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